DK sent me photos of his new hair cut.. the "soldier hair"
Then I was hit with the reality that I cannot avoid.
He's going to the army tomorrow morning..
I knew this day was coming, but I think I was in total denial.
Just a week ago, we were holding hands and saying good byes at the airport.
Even then, it still didn't occur to me that from that day on, it'll get harder and harder to see and talk to each other..
I was back to normal- going to work, talking on the phone, Skyping..
But now, I can't even do that. I'll just have to wait patiently..
Now I realize that this is really happening, I don't exactly know what to do.
I'm scared.. It feels like the day when he left to Korea for good.
I cannot imagine a day without at least hearing his voice.
Even though I can't see him right now, just talking on the phone and hearing his voice would comfort me.
I regret not realizing this sooner..
I could've been more prepared too... I could've treated you better when we saw each other.
I'm praying that you'll be healthy and strong.
Praying that we'll get to see each other soon, and then never have to say good bye again.
I'll miss you soooooooooooooooooooo much
I love you more than anything in this world.
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