Saturday, January 31, 2009

MISS YOU!!

okay, so it's officially been 4 days without talking to DK, and I've reached my limit..
I miss him sooooo much!
I still have 2 more weeks to go! ugh!

Monday, January 26, 2009

DK sent me photos of his new hair cut.. the "soldier hair"
Then I was hit with the reality that I cannot avoid.
He's going to the army tomorrow morning..
I knew this day was coming, but I think I was in total denial.
Just a week ago, we were holding hands and saying good byes at the airport.
Even then, it still didn't occur to me that from that day on, it'll get harder and harder to see and talk to each other..
I was back to normal- going to work, talking on the phone, Skyping..
But now, I can't even do that. I'll just have to wait patiently..
Now I realize that this is really happening, I don't exactly know what to do.
I'm scared.. It feels like the day when he left to Korea for good.
I cannot imagine a day without at least hearing his voice.
Even though I can't see him right now, just talking on the phone and hearing his voice would comfort me.
I regret not realizing this sooner..
I could've been more prepared too... I could've treated you better when we saw each other.

I'm praying that you'll be healthy and strong.
Praying that we'll get to see each other soon, and then never have to say good bye again.
I'll miss you soooooooooooooooooooo much
I love you more than anything in this world.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Our Photo Day

we had a very special trip to Vancouver.. DK gave me the sweetest gift by coming up with the idea to take professional photos while we were there. Thanks to "Copperleaf", our photographer, we now have beautiful photos that we'll cherish forever..
This photo might be one of my favorites.. it just makes me so happy.
You make me the happiest girl when you hold me in your arms. love you